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posted by [personal profile] squadragammatron at 05:09pm on 20/07/2009 under , , , ,

[our hero, fists raised to the kitchen winds, stands ready with the never-changing FRAME OF REFERENCE in her hand]


fight

these past several months of production have been fueled [or assisted by, rather] the mac-voice ALEX reading me the PDFs i've downloaded.  it began with THE FOUNTAINHEAD [which, however cliche and obvious, changed my very life and the way i live it]
it was devoured.  everything about howard roark has oozed into every creative endeavour.

am i performing to the best of my abilities?
how can i manipulate this material to achieve the best possible product with no waste?
what is its true potential?
what is MY true potential?
etc

i currently have ~60 pages left of the heavy-handed ATLAS SHRUGGED and yesterday afternoon i whipped up this tshirt in reference to the binding document that removed all rights and property of any creator, inventor, and innovator.

it is strange to now see similarities in this ~realworld.
with the absolute basics - white cotton, a paper bag, acrylique paint, water, and a spray bottle - i commemorated the fictional / rational with this rather ridiculous garment. 
i constant reminder

these are my terns

I SWEAR BY MY LIFE AND MY LOVE OF IT THAT I WILL NEVER LIVE FOR THE SAKE OF ANOTHER MAN, NOR ASK ANOTHER MAN TO LIVE FOR MINE.

do you?

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posted by [personal profile] squadragammatron at 02:04am on 16/07/2009 under , ,
what inspires you?  where do you keep your ideas?

i know the process of creating is an incredibly nebulous task
but one thing that has helped me the most is keeping a journal

the collection of ideas, images, objects, and singular events act as documentation to our entire practice.
now this usually goes without saying, but for every journal i make [oooh one for images, one for text, one for stories, one for poems, tweets, daily routines - i've been on and off journaling for 11 years]
and i find it to be the one coherent thread in me
and while i create these most private - the places i work out thoughts, ideas, emotions - i feel they exist independently as scanned spreads.

in retrospection, evolution is spotted and glitchy at best - but it's still there
and as i get older i have become more aware of my actions, my body, and my surroundings

enjoy! 

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